More Changes

I woke up to the sound of someone coughing....it was Lydia in the living room.  She had a restless night's sleep during the night and now had nausea.  I could tell this day would be a hard day.  She also seemed weaker and more wobbly. I called Willie and let him know of the changes.  We quickly e-mailed Dr. Gold to report Lydia's condition.  He promptly contacted us and maintained a close eye (from 2.5 hours away) the remainder of the day.

Lydia had seemed unaware about these recent changes, but today she noticed, and wanted to talk about it.  It was a hard conversation, but one that must be had.

We spent most of the day talking, resting, praying, memorizing scripture, doing art work, and shopping on-line.

The most frustrating thing for her at this time is her inability to walk by herself.  She's hoping her legs will be working better in the morning.  I'm praying for just that to happen.

She had her first dose of Decadron tonight at 9pm.  Decadron is given to help alleviate her symptoms.  We are all nervous about this drug ~ about 2 years ago when she was on it she had horrible side effects that lingered way too long.  Hoping this time won't be as bad.

So, now's the time when life gets hard and we're given the opportunity to put flesh and bones on the word FAITH.
Now's the time to stay focused on Him.
Now's the time that hurts so badly, but trust Him even more.

Fear not, for I am with you;

be not dismayed, for I am your God;

I will strengthen you, I will help you,

I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.

Isaiah 41:10