Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Reflecting on the Fall




I stare out the kitchen window this morning as I wait for the Keurig to produce another cup of coffee.  

The pale blue sky mingled with thin white clouds, the golden leaves clinging to trees, the warm autumn sun glimmering through the woods.... a small bird flies across this expanse and I think of the Wednesday morning one year ago when our Lydee-bird flew away to Heaven.




She had been sleeping since Sunday.



We had stayed up all Tuesday night, contemplating that her departure was near.
I think we finally drifted off around 5?
I'm not sure.







She drifted Home around 6:30am.



Her sweet cherub face etched with a simple smile.



The leaves fell as He lifted her to Heaven.  












And this is His will.  



And I fall into the Arms of Trust
knowing that He promises to work all of this together for good ~
 giving thanks in all things.  
The working together of all things to tell HIStory through our story.



This season will always echo 

the changing of my heart,

 the changing of the leaves,

the changing of our lives.  





But He never changes.






Every good gift and every perfect gift 
is from above,
coming down from the Father of lights
with whom there is no variation 
or shadow due to change.

James 1:17







Hold His gifts with open hands lifted to Him.


Cultivate a heart of thankfulness.


Grow in His love.





8 comments:

  1. You and your sweet family have been on my heart and in my prayers. May God pour over you His peace, comfort and love!

    Lee Ann Spray

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  2. beautiful. praying for you as you remember sweet Lydia, today and always. We remember with you.
    I love what you said about holding His gifts with open hands...needed to hear this today.

    many hugs and tears

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  3. As always, your thoughts are beautifully expressed. What a post full of powerful words. My heart aches for all the changes you've gone through in this journey, but I rejoice with you knowing where she is... that beautiful smile and cheeks and eyes that expressed her love for her Savior and family and friends. Love you all!!

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  4. So beautiful and moving! I read Lydia's story she is an amzing little girl. I am sorry you had to say goodbye to her. Saying a prayer for you and your family now. I found you from Laurie.

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  5. Stacey,

    I have been thinking of you especially this week. I thank you for being so open to share Lydia's story here-I can only imagine that it is both difficult and healing all at once. You and your sweet family have been in my thoughts and prayers many times for over a year now as I have followed your blog and have recently been blessed to meet you and get to know your two sweet boys (who are full of energy and fun by the way!). I am praying for an extra abundance of God's peace and comfort for you during this time. Lots of love and prayers, Tracy

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  6. Hi Stacey,
    I have followed your story for over a 1 1/2 years now. I found out about your family through a mutual friend...Tracy Leary. I still can't get through any of your blogs without crying. I also have two boys and a girl. Our daughters were born just a week apart....mine on January 9. I want you to know that you are an amazing gift. By allowing God to work through you, you have reached so many people with your sweet story and sacrifice. Please know that I am praying for you and your family as you approach the end of your first year without Lydia. May the God of peace wrap you in His loving arms. Love, Dana

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  7. I was just talking with Mike (he used to work with Willie) last weekend and telling him how much I had been thinking about you and your family lately. I had asked him if by some chance he had heard from Willie and knew how you guys were doing. I think there is definitely a reason for my thinking of you. My goodness I am inspired by your faith. I have thought often that it must just get harder. You are so strong for sharing your true feelings and I thank you, for your strength and your faith. May you and your family somehow find more strength to bear this hurt and heartache. And may you find peace in knowing you will be reunited with your beautiful little girl again someday. Many thoughts and prayers for you and yours, Shannon Jury

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